Falling to His Game

I know that it's the right thing
to be patient and be still,
but I simply just don't get it
and most likely never will.
I know that what is coming
is truly something great
but I feel like I'm twisting in the wind.
How much longer must I wait?
I wish that I could comprehend.
I truly wish I could.
You know what I am feeling.
How much longer till it's good?
I keep hearing, "Soon.”,
but is that soon enough?
I know you're doing all you can
but, I'm still wading through this stuff.
And I know, your right there with me
but you're still so far away.
I'm doing all I can
just so I can hear you say
that it's finally over
and everything's all right.
It's been so many days though
and here comes another night
without you here beside me.
Another darkness all alone.
I'm trying not scream,
trying not to take that tone
that he gives you all too often.
The one that cuts you to the bone.
I'm not trying to place pressure.
Not trying to place blame.
I just want us to be happy,
but you're falling to his game.