Dragons, Ogres, and TrainsI sit here, hoping that what I know you're dealing with right now is going as well as can be. I worry that it's not, but I hope that it's the best it can be and that he's not raging out of control and the conversation contains all the civility it deserves. Something tells me that it's not going as well as it could seeing as how you haven't called this evening, but I know that you're strong enough to handle the tyrant child that he is.I feel so powerless right now. There are so many dragons surrounding us and our forces are so limited. I know that we will overcome this challenge, but things seem bleak right now. I don't mean to worry, but you know that I have trouble doing anything else. I am a worrier by nature and even though it tends to weigh heavily on my mind, it helps me to better plan for the pitfalls of what may come towards us later in life. But, the future is the least of my concerns right now as I a
Bullets and SurrealityIt's always 7:30or the clock has long since stopped.I'm not really sure which,but it makes me feel on topof everything. I like controlof time and space in my mind.It makes for conversationand helps me to unwindafter a long day of restand dreaming of that daywhen I will get to kill the sunin my own very special way.Clouds can fly by my eyeand days pass like jumping fleasfrom the back of a dog in water.Somebody stop me please.12 bullets loaded,each one with my name.I shoot the moon so patiently,because that's my claim to fame.Again, I pull the triggerand look back at the clock.Time is meaningless, my friend,when you hold the glock.
Falling to His GameI know that it's the right thingto be patient and be still,but I simply just don't get itand most likely never will.I know that what is comingis truly something greatbut I feel like I'm twisting in the wind.How much longer must I wait?I wish that I could comprehend.I truly wish I could.You know what I am feeling.How much longer till it's good?I keep hearing, "Soon.,but is that soon enough?I know you're doing all you canbut, I'm still wading through this stuff.And I know, your right there with mebut you're still so far away.I'm doing all I canjust so I can hear you saythat it's finally overand everything's all right.It's been so many days thoughand here comes another nightwithout you here beside me.Another darkness all alone.I'm trying not scream,trying not to take that tonethat he gives you all too often.The one that cuts you to the bone.I'm not trying to place pressure.Not trying to place blame.I just want us to be happy,but you're falling to his
I Know You UnderstandYou came into my lifeand took me by the hand.You are the star I followas I navigate this land.You inspire all my passionand you make me feel so grand.Some people think I'm dorky,but I know you understand.When I lose my footingyou give me help to stand.Sometimes I can annoy you.You've told me that I can.It's not that I am trying to,but I know you understand.You are in my futureand it's time to make a plan.You keep my heart a' blazing.Our love is never blandIf you were a cigarette,you'd be my only brand.Those last two lines were cheesy,but I know you understand.