Untitled Love Poem

I think there's something
wrong with me.
I close my eyes
and you're all I see.
I just can't seem
to get you out of my head.
It's beginning to look
like you'll be with me till I'm dead.
It's beautiful torture
to have you in there.
Yes, it's wonderful,
but it just isn't fair
that all I can do is just see
and I'm not allowed to touch.
I feel ecstatic to see you,
but I miss you so much
that I cry through the night
and curse at the day.
If you were with me
I'd not feel this way.
Sometimes I hear you,
then I look, you're not there.
It's especially tough
knowing that you still care.
Knowing that you still love me
makes it even harder still
just to get through the day.
It's sapping my will.
I just wanted you
to be happy and free,
but now all I want
is you here with me.
I was wrong not to chase you.
It was a stupid mistake.
My heart is so heavy
and it's all I can take.
I feel like I'm dying.
I feel so alone.
To just hear your voice,
just a call on the phone
would make me feel better.
It would bring me to life.
It would calm me and soothe me
and reduce some of my strife.
I know I sound needy,
but it's because I need you.
This loneliness kills me.
It's so hard to go through.
So, I sit and I wait
till you come back to me.
I'm all alone in this prison.
Please, come set me free.